full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
confession

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


out
in

AB
AiPing
Amos
Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
ChinHian
Dom
De-Coder's Cafe a.k.a.Yap
Hisyam
JingSheng
LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
MarcusChan
Matilda
Max
MelWeh
RongRong
RuiFen
Sarah
SiHui
Stewart
Sumo
Valerie
Zak


past
present

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(Monday, April 23, 2007/9:49 PM)

lessTHANthree
hmm, monster name...


Cursed, Hitchhiker-Injuring Nightmare from the Grotto


Get Your Monster Name



o.o okay, so i injure poor hitchhikers. means i'm going to own a car! =P


Zealous, Investigator-Snatching, Hitchhiker-Injuring Nightmare of Greed


Get Your Monster Name



This one for fun but can you imagine a zealous monster? >.>


Cybernetic Humanoid Intended for Nocturnal Gratification


Get Your Cyborg Name



Nocturnal Gratification...hmm...


Charming Handsome Individual Needing Gratification


Get Your Sexy Name



More gratification? <.<

That's all I have, time to get back to the piano. (=


(Sunday, April 22, 2007/11:10 PM)

downWITHweight
Following today, I will be going on an INDEFINITE HIATUS.

I'll post if I get the time, but I'm too busy trying to catch up with what I missed for mid-years. (=

And that doesn't give you any reason to abandon my lovely blackboard. =D Hah.


Where's the gravity in our lives?
One day invisible forces will be seen.

And down it'll go.


(Friday, April 20, 2007/10:39 PM)

ForSure
How weird.

Today I came to class with a sore hand from copying 10-15 of Wern's stupid book. If you don't look at my bloody foolscap paper worth 6 pages and instead crush it and throw it into the bin, I'll...I'll...I'LL go copy it again. ^^

I still have Austin's book to do somemore. But life's always presenting us with bumps on the road. For once, I'm going to crush someone else's bumps. Well I have always, haven't I? xD

Oh well, nothing better to post about, so byebye. (=


(Thursday, April 19, 2007/9:47 PM)

30minMacbeth
Nothing much happened today.

I just feel that there's better ways to punish someone.

And now I'm feeling rather iffy. xD


14days of pain suppression,
Falling deeper into assertion.
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger",
But I can't bear this any longer.

Distracting my thoughts,
By putting you in my mind.
As it scans about for,
What lurks behind.

Creeps behind and waits,
It sulks and pouts.
As the scanner moves along,
Trying to scan it out.

What's behind that rock,
What's behind that stone.
What's behind every vision,
That hides every dome.

Of suppression?


(Tuesday, April 17, 2007/10:03 PM)

SimpleProblem
Ah, okay, letsee...

Today, I made up my mind that I wouldn't get distracted from Amaths because of all those comics. So I didn't bring anything except Amaths and my other stuff. Free period ended with Kee not being able to guess the riddle thingys we were doing yesterday, and me still reading Forbes over the 3rd richest man in Spain coming from Zara. o.o So much for comic distraction.

Went up to class, and got changed for PE. 2.4! For the first half of it I was busy watching Shaun running his rounds first. Once that was done, went to run it with the 2nd half, the "v-shaped" formation. -.-

After 3 rounds of pacing(i dunno why I didn't slow down o.o) I was turning the bend towards the last stretch of road to the finish point, when I heard some weird gasping beside me. Turning around, obviously I saw some nerd tryna burn me. =.= So I ran. Hey, natural instincts. =P And I must really thank that guy cause' I was contemplating when to start burning. Turns out I burnt him and Wira, well by accident. =X Sorry.

My timing, 11:30something, sorry Matilda I counted 1min wrongly. =P So I lost to Kee by 12secs, big deal. =P Kee, I'm like, 15kg heavier than you? xD Obviously you can run faster plus the fact your legs are longer. And 12secs is all the lead you have? Tsk tsk tsk, prepare to get pwned...next year! =D

Other than that, the rest of the day was pretty uneventful, I must retry SBJ, imust imust imust! >< Oh and I got C&C3. No one seems to be interested though, everyone's mugging for exams, how weird.


Still gives me the jitters.

Why's the world so materialized?
Is money the only thing that will being someone happiness?

And just not money,
Material can mean alot of things.

Like oil, gold, time.
Some say "time is money".

Well, then is that why,
People work so hard for.

24 more hours which don't exist?

Perhaps it's 24 hours,
Worth of freedom.

24 hours,
Worth of enjoyment.

24 hours,
Worth of entertainment.

24 hours,
Worth of relaxation.

24 hours,
Of just pure joy.

Just remember this.

Even if I were given just 1 second.
I would not accept it.

I'm just not worthy,
And furthermore.

Just that 1 second could change my entire life,
And those around me, everything that revolves around me.

And what I revolve around.
If you look at it, it's just never-ending circles.

Circles of joy,
Circles of pride.

Circles of misery,
Circles of spite.

There are circles everywhere,
They are all around us.

And usually those circles,
Which we consider important.

We will highlight,
We will colour.

But even so, every circle is still equal,
Big or small, dull or radiant.

And we wouldn't want,
A circle to break.

Would we?


The pieces will shatter.
The shards will fly.
And then I'll pick them up,
Come to you.
And we'll just piece it back together again.


(Monday, April 16, 2007/9:18 PM)

AndGetOut
Argh, sleepy! ><

Today, wore corporate t-shirt to school. Rugby match sigh...-.- Chapel came and went, all this talk about sitting and community. Relating to the geese, humans aren't really like that. Because there's one thing humans possess that geese, well, don't really posses. Crime. (=

So lesson carried on as per normal. Free period was real fun, I finished 1 Amaths question! =P The rest was just reading comics. -.- Then just after recess Nick Chan suddenly said he wanted to vomit blah blah blah, so to the matron he went! =D I'm always a natural at bringing people outta class. (= So then poor Nick Chan was drinking a sip of water and running to the matron's toilet every 5min to cough whatever he wanted to vomit out. Yeah really, he was COUGHING. >.> And everytime he was done he would say "shit". How weird.

Anyway, 20mins passed and I asked him whether he wanted to take Green Form. He said "wait 5 minutes". Great. After 5min I ask again and he says "wait awhile more". After another 5min, "wait awhile more". After 5min, I got pissed.

"Nick Chan, you either go home or stay here and vomit, which one? Choose now. =.="

"But I wanna go for the rugby match, and..."

"Oh please, Nick Chan. And what? Spew your recess all over the water boy? (for some weird reason ChuanXi was the waterboy, no offense dude i didn't know =P)"

"Erh...Okay Green Form."

So...-.- Went to get Green Form. Forgot to take his EZ-Link card but the madam at the front desk was pretty kind so I went running around school with the form. Went to pick up Nick Chan's bag, and now it really looked like I was the sick dude.

Went to 3.3 (by instinct!) and got Mr. See's siggy. Then went back to the office, dumped his bag (okay, not DUMPED o.o) and went back to the matron's. Helped Nick Chan out, to the office, finished the form, slacked for like 5 more minutes, and before I went out of the office, the idiot had a nosebleed. ><

He wouldn't have lived with me. Asked the madam for tissue, which she fortunately had, and handed it to that idiot of a Nick Chan who started to stop the bleed(irony!). At least I didn't need to TEACH him how to do it. =P So anyway, bleeding stopped. I helped him throw the tissue away. Man, it's not that gross, it's just blood and snot. =.= What could you possibly catch from that if you hold the clean, corner end of the tissue?

Okay, enough of Nick Chan, I went back to class and it continued as per normal. Once Amaths was over we started heading to eat and stuff. I went to return the key and was just stoning at the space frame when it suddenly struck me that I haven't ate at the pool cafe for a long time. So I headed over. Disappointed though, they ran out of stuff to put on the rice? Liao? I dunno how to translate, "ingredients" just doesn't sound right. =P

So anyway, filled my curry-drowned meal and rushed back to space frame. Lined up and soon enough, boarded bus. Got to Police Academy and got off bus, walked to the pitch. Apparently the 3rd placing game was still in play so we were stoning around for about 45min. And during that time we were all doing lame stuff, all the riddles and crap. Erm...that lamp post! =P

Anyway, 3rd placing finish. Raffles won ithink. Took our seats, match started. Cheering was pretty crap, I was just doing moderate voicing, cheem right? =P So then 2 prefects behind me decided to be abit extra and shout "Cmon, guys, you can cheer louder lah!" Okay, that wasn't bothering me since I was pretty loud already. But after a short pause and another cheer starting, those 2 prefects sat down beside me and made no effort at all to cheer. Great, so who's the one who wrongly scolds me for not cheering loud enough and then doesn't cheer himself...=.= So it was the most deafening cheer those 2 idiots woulda heard for that day. I screamed in their face, literally, and they backed off from me. That oughta teach those 2 incapable buggers. =D

Okay, pics time. (=
Melweh...your camera sucks! =D I hafta admit it was good fast focusing but it's blur! =P
I wonder why i took this before looking at the 2 policemen...=P
Can't see the players from here, too far away. =D
Booyah, win! (=

So anyway, the game went on pretty smoothly besides the fact that in the middle of the game someone beside Dixon started shouting like a madman. o.o I wonder what'll happen if he got too angry and punched Dixon's stoning face. =P

So, after prize presentation and all the stuff, got on the 3rd 975(so crowded >.>) and went MRT. Stupid 1hour journey, luckily there was a corner seat so I was snoozing till Novena. =D

And so I came back here, all sweaty. Ate dinner, yet to bathe. Sigh. =.= If I don't get a holiday from all this...jks =P


I don't really need holidays,
I just need my freedom out of this cave.

So take my hand,
And we'll run towards the bright shining light.

That is freedom.


(Sunday, April 15, 2007/9:47 PM)

ComeTo
Just thought I'd stop by for a post. (=

Today was pretty fun, I was running from the computer to the piano and back. (= Aah there's only 15 days left! >< So halfway through my grandfather comes to grab the foodstuffs (i got scolded for not bringing em' myself, sigh -.-) and he starts saying all this philosophy to me like he did a year back too. Must be some blood relation telepathy thingy. =P

So anyway, he talks to me about 93.3FM, you know, the chinese station? Totally random. o.o But anyway, he starts to babble on about their satellites and stuff, and how they'll never die out(dunno why, must be some pun or wordplay o.o). Well anyway, he then goes on to relate senses and mind, conscience and inner soul. Wow, he's good at it. (=

I don't wanna talk about it because it's pretty complicated anyway. Plus he was speaking in Chinese so I only got like, dunno, 2/3rds of it? =O Yeah, my Chinese sucks. =D

Then I got too carried away with Mario and played till 4, oh noes. Got pulled out to change and go. My dad drove us around goodness-knows-where to look at houses. >< Well it wasn't too bothersome cause' I was kinda asleep anyway. =D So soon enough, got out of the car. Walked around Cold Storage and only stopped to look at a cheesecake. Wellll I diiiid try talking my mom into buying a gingerbread man cookie (yeah yeah, i know SOMEONE wouldn't like to hear this =P). Hey, it has a smiley! xD

So anyway, we end up buying the Banana Cake and we down it on the spot. I then convince my mother that drinking milk does NOT replenish one's thirst, it just makes you worse. =D So off the the Botanic Gardens we go! My bro runs with me, for goodness-knows-what reason, and after 2 whole rounds my parents are round 1 round around(wordplay =D) the foot reflexology area and I finish my run, my bro lagging behind by like 30secs? He can run pretty well, I admit. But I run better! =P

Ah well, ended up back here and now it's time for Ugly Betty! Time to go. (=


(/11:56 AM)

EarlyWarningSystem
Sigh, homework. (=

Yesterday was pretty boring, after finding out Granada Espado would only come out in...32days, I gave up on that and started looking for other stuff to play. And then I stumbled upon Pokemon Diamon and Pearl. ><

Unfortunately:
1) They're in Jap.
2) The DS Emulator can't work. =P

So I ended up looking for other stuff, and I stumbled into Mario! xD

At least I got something to do now BESIDES prac-ing or homework, well I'm doing homework anyway. =P

So, back to Amaths I go.

P.S. Thnx Matilda for wasting 3 hours of my bloody yesterday trying to get into GE. >< Hopefully you'll still remember the game once 32days are over yah? Well I won't. ^^


(Saturday, April 14, 2007/11:47 AM)

FollowMe
Okay! Lets start. (=

After some hard tweaking, I FINALLY got my Bloggotig in place. =D For some reason when I host my own pics, it screws itself up. So I'll have to hook on you, sorry Bloggotig. ;)

Bleh anyway, yesterday...

Got caught 2wice? or 3rice for playing with a tennis ball in class. >< Lucky I wasn't involved, thanks Foxtrot+Zits. =P So anyway, Kevin comes in after Amaths and scolds us for playing with a dumb ball. Reading period, blah blah blah. So then he's explaning phonetics when Kai Wei said something like "Sir, your lesson's over." This is then followed by a major attitud-ing in which he leaves the class in a huff. After cheering and laughing he returns! Detention on Friday...=.=

I'm not actually angry at this. I'm more angry that he made everyone do detention in an effort to try and make people betray their class and tell him what he wants to know. It's kind of wicked if you look at it that way. But it's also a good chance to see what society is like, who's more concerned with themselves than the group as a whole. Of course, he doesn't see that there's lotsa people who put themselves before others, but they can't do anything that benefits his so-called "cause" because they're the ones who are causing the trouble. Pretty interesting twist, this. =P

No, don't get me wrong, people who are constantly on the look for people who rant about stuff and call their teachers names. Of course, many people don't agree with this attitude or whatever, I'm not gonna mention further. But why I'm bringing this up is because it's gonna be a good lesson to learn, a good show to watch. Not to mention I'm playing a part in it.

Weird right? How I never used to care about such things but instead joined everyone in making such productions. Now I see what's unfolding, but habits come back at us, so I must bite into them and hold them tight.

And even more weird how some random person like me would talk about such stuff. =P Sigh...

So after a slack day of NCC, just shooting. Thanks btw henry for your specs, I passed everything because of them. =D

Went back home and during dinner, I told my parents what happened today. I got abit frustrated with trying to explain the situation because I found out everyone who's pretty much senior to you will think you're some ignorant kid and they'll assume you do this because you defy so-and-so. >< But my parents kinda understand anyway, so in the end I got told not to "try being a hero". I'm not being a hero, I'm just watching and noting. So what if I walk a different road from everyone else? As long as I know where I'm headed to right? =D

And so I shall stop here.

And I shall play it,
Play it just for you.


(Friday, April 13, 2007/11:33 PM)

EmbraceChange
Superfast. (=

I got my skin changed! Thankyou Bloggotig, I just HOPE you don't make all the content spill out all over the place again. Please? I worked so hard tweaking you. =P

Plus, it's pretty matching for the situation. I've got 16 days to my MEP Prac and I'm JUST starting on my piece. Huzzah. =.=

Oh well, back to the piano, I'll post tmr yah? =D


(Tuesday, April 10, 2007/10:17 PM)

Homework
Ack, so bored.

to prove i'm NOT emo...

how emo am i? (ty ruifen =D)

[x] I like skinny jeans - it's just the same as jeans right? only slimmer >.> unless it's for girls then cross that cross out! =D
[x] music is a big part my life. - why of course (=
[x] I write poetry/song lyrics. - what a coincidence =P
[ ] My hair covers part of my face.
[ ] I wear band shirts.
[ ] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[ ] I wear/wore converse. - never really. =P
[ ] I wear/wore vans
[ ] I wear/have worn eyeliner
[x] I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes. - cupid's chokehold!
Total= 4

[ ] I'm in a band
[ ] My MYSPACE screen name has an x in it - i don't use myspace
[] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo. - but the short hair makes it not so emo. but well, the black parade? ><
[x] I also understand that Green Day is not emo.
[x] I know what mosh means. - i hear it everyday.
[x] I sit in corners often.
[ ] I dislike MTV. - i haven't watched in in years. =(
[ ] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[ ] Especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
Total= 3

[x] Im lost without a cd player/my iPod/mp3
[x] I know that emo is not just a stereotype
[ ] I have/had thick rimmed glasses. - i don't wear specs. =P
[x] I have no issues with bi/gay people - i dunno how to answer this one. well ofcourse i've TALKED to diggory before, but that doesn't mean...><
[ ] I hate the president.
[ ] I have/had a mohawk.
[ ] I wear/have worn black nail polish. - no way...-.-
[ ] I hate my mum - nah, outgrown that kind of stage
[ ] I hate my dad - same explanation.
[ ] I hate where I live.
[x] Black is a great color - of course =P
[ ] I do/have cut myself
Total= 4

[x] Right now I am listening to music - deathcab! (=
[ ] I know what hxc and sxe means
[ ] myspace=love
[ ] Hot Topic doesn't scare me. - what's hot topic? xD
[ ] I wear/have worn studded belts.
[ ] I have had a body part signed by a band.
[ ] I've cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
[ ] For Guys: I have kissed another guy. - oh no no no no no nowai! ><
[ ] For Girls: I have worn skinny jeans.
[ ] I have/ had dyed my hair black - naturally comes to me =P
[ ] My closet is mostly filled with black or dark clothes. - not true. =D
[ ] I cry a lot. - not really, but i can't help it. it's in my genes. xD but i'll slowly reduce it, slowly. that's why i didn't check it.
[ ] I write on myself. - that was like p2... =P
[x] I have been called emo before. - tons of times. xD
[ ] I've done drugs before - whatever in the world for?
[x] I listen to undiscovered bands
Total= 3

Overall total= 19

Times your overall total by 3 and that
is how emo you are
So once you get the results post as im
_% emo

i'm 57% emo
see, that's not half bad. =P
-}


(Monday, April 09, 2007/10:55 PM)

Fuss
Ok great, look s like I shouldn't have writted on Ichigo, it's sparking 101 poeple off. -.- But I still have to finish my story anyway, and to get another 101 people asking "Wth is that" I've decided to put in pics as well! xD

So having established 4 points around a center, we can further visualize how the center can be pulled Northeast, or Southwest, meaning sort of a fusion between 2 sides. Argh, well, there are always exceptional cases okay? Just take it that I didn't think about this part yesterday. =P

Anyway, it's getting to scientific or whatever right? Bah oh well..

You'd think the bare opposites (North vs South, East vs West) will never come together. But that's not true. As much as the magnet is drawn to each side, the side is also drawn to the metal. You can visualize it yourself, not enough time to draw something out tonight. ^^

Therefore, since the center has all liability to draw sides to the center, obviously all 4 sides will draw to the center too, resulting in a massive ball of chaos!

So, now, what about South? (You'd think I had forgotten alrd isit? =P)

South is something like your past. It faces your back, and you leave it behind and walk on without turning back. You may forget it with time, but it's there forever, and it'll come back to haunt you one day, be it for bad or for good.

What most people do is hide their past, trying to right what they've done wrong, and never looking back with any regret. That's how some people manage to pull themselves together. But as I said, one day it'll come back, and when that day comes, you'll have to stand for your past, back it up, because it's behind you. Pretty logical riiight? xD

There is no use in hiding. In Ugly Betty (okay, what kinda example is this ><) Daniel Meade's father hides his secret about his mistress and his wife. o.0 And Betty's dad hides the secret of why he came into America illegally. But the past always comes back. And when that time comes you gotta 'fess up. No running, no hiding, just let it go. And then you'll be at peace. And there ends my story for today, I'll think up of better things to write. ><

Well actually, forget about the pic.
Less disturbing without one. o.o


(Sunday, April 08, 2007/8:49 PM)

Yes?
Just thought I'd come in and talk more crap before starting on my hw.

Yes, I've finally got what I need.
1) My NCC uniform done.
2) Stationary, espec. the flexy curve. ><
3) Lots and lots of comics so I won't get bored. (From the library) (=
4) All volumes of Ichigo100% although it kinda got banned from the last time I read it since the sub went to license it. ><

That's what I basically did for the whole of today. Play, read Ichigo, play, went out, go Popular, go NLB, rush home, read Zits, and here I am. (= Gah, still boring right?

Well I'm watching my bro do PQ in Ludibrium (i dunno what the heck for, is that even how you spell it?) and suddenly my mom screams. So naturally, I turn back and see a pretty lil' bird flying around the house. Upon approaching it, my mom holds me back. Obviously she doesn't wanna see me get pecked to death but it's not even 1/3rd the size of the bloody crow in The Messengers. ><><

Lucky I turned off the fan if not now I'd be covered in feathers and a squishy beak-like thingy. So luckily it flew out WITHOUT hitting the window grille this time, silly bird. (= And finally my mom stopped screaming. Man...-.-

So anyway, time for a little quiet thinking. No, no more poems. (=

After finishing Ichigo, I got the same feeling aga
in. It's pretty indescribable but it's all the same. But reading something the 2nd time isn't always the same. You seem to think harder, and deeper.

We all have the North, South, East and West in our lives. And since North is forward usually you face the North, for it is the North star that guides you.

North represents what we need, things that are right in front of us. Some of these things however, are material, and not until we see what we REALLY need then we can actually clear our minds, and be able to see the star that lies ahead. Therefore North represents PERSONAL WELFARE or BEING.

East and West are what is beside us. What is really what we need and want. We might not realise this, but they're always by our sides. When we do realise this, we also realise we can only take one of them. You don't see people usually putting both east and west together. Therefore we have to choose one, I'll touch on this in the next few paras.

*NOTE*: Of course, there's always the exception of this new style called FUSION, but I'd rather be practical and call it: TWO-TIMING. =D

Okay, back to the subject.

So east is more oriental, she has long, black hair and usually prefers oriental food. More a whiz at literary arts and languages, she also looks better in oriental costumes. Western-wise, she doesn't do too badly either. That's what it means by fusion see? You still follow tradition but you adapt in forms of communication. =P


West, as you can guess, is more clean-cut and modern. Short, straight and usually blonde hair with preference for western food, including cakes and confectionery. More a whiz at science or basically, the practical stuff, she looks nicer in western-style clothing (if you read the manga you'll understand). That doesn't mean she doesn't look cute in Oriental-style though. ^^

*NOTE*: Okay don't get the wrong idea. Ichigo is a romance novel, so no choice but to put it in as an example right? RIGHT!!?? ><>

With that, I'll cut short the thinking by half and retain the rest in my mind. Gotta watch Ugly Betty, tata. (=


Does your hand lead me East or West?


(/7:48 AM)

Stop
Bleh.

I guess I don't really have anything to blog about.

But really, people get mad at me for doing nothing. Sigh. (=


Stop walking,
Just wait.

You've wronged someone,
Shouldn't you apologize?

"Wait, who are you anyway?"
Why should you know?

You've done something wrong,
Now go apologize.

"What have I done wrong?"
"I don't even know who that person is."

Are you sure?
Do you know that she's,

The one destined for you?

What's destiny?
What's a mistake?

You know her, liar.
You've let her down.

So now's your chance,
Mistakes cannot be rewinded.

But you can rebuild trust,
From the start.

It'll take time,
Whoever said it was easy?

"How did you know all that?"
Why wouldn't I?

There's never a road without a bump,
And there isn't always a rainbow after the storm.

There isn't always peace after an earthquake,
Or political stability after a civil conflict.

But there is always that tiny bit of hope.
It just depends on how much you make of it.

So go now,
Admit your mistake.

And then you can take her hand,
Following both your roads from the intersection.

Pulling them together so they go as one,
Then starts your journey out.

Out into freedom forever...


You've seen how I know,
How I advise and how I toll.

At someone's mind,
For the mind is not the only thing you have.

I know everything you know.
And yet I'm not an entity outside your soul.

I'm not your mind nor do I possess one.
You'll meet me everyday, I can ensure.

I'll be with you throughout your life,
And I'll fade with you as you die.

Who am I?


(Friday, April 06, 2007/10:43 PM)

EmergencyProcedure
Aah blogger! ><>< >< Please, bloggotig, fix yourself? =( This skin isin't too bad, but I like bloggotig better. =P

Ah well, back to work. =d


(/9:55 PM)

Recover
Aah, stupid blogskin!

I love your skins, bloggotig, but you aren't helping me by screwing the whole blog up. =( So I had to leech another one of your stuff. =P But AGAIN there's only 1 post a time. >< I'll have to fix it. But it's a nice skin anyway. (=

Ah, back to trying to salvage my poor blog who's in ICU. =D


(/8:44 PM)

Dream
Alright, it's pretty lonely now. >.> Was watching some lame movie on Channel5 and couldn't take it any more, ah well. (=

So lemme just shout to the sky.


"There's an ache that resounded deep within his chest."

I'm lost.
Every day I just wait.
Wait for someone to find me,
And lead me out.

Not just anyone.
How can you trust a stranger to lead you out?
Some people do,
And some people don't.

But if you that desperate then yes,
You'd just take any hand that went by.
But after awhile you'll get lost again,
Maybe in a far more secluded place.

And when that hand abandons you,
Where are you going to go?

So why be so desperate,
When you can just hang in there.
Hang in until,
The time is right.

When the time is right,
The person comes by.
And you grab the hand,
That will lead you out.

We all weren't born angels,
So who knows?
You might just get lost again.
But there's one thing for sure.

That hand will stay with you,
All the time.
All the way,
All your life.

So don't just grab on impulse,
Grabbing the hand determines your fate.
And determining your fate,
Will help you get out of your cave.

So don't just grab on impulse,
Think twice before you get...

Pets.

Okay jks. (=

I'm lost,
But I'll be found again soon.
Or maybe I'll just wonder around,
And find you.

And you'll be in my arms once again.


(/1:53 PM)

Problems
Sigh, here I am playing WoW in the morning and stopping for a few min to have breakfast. Goes to the table and my bro is again being a pissoff shifting himself from here to there blah blah blah putting on a sad face and eating his bread crumb by crumb.

And just now I broke for a few to watch some suicide case movie. o.o It was cool but pretty cliche the way the main character always breaks free and fights with the antagonist and then the antagonist will have some memory flashback and end up shooting himself. The end. At least it made more sense than the stupid Drama Club thing! Oops I said stupid. =X

So anyway, going to lunch, that idiot of my brother goes to sleep again. We call him and he just whimpers and remains down on the sofa. Sigh... So now my dad's kinda shouting at him because he's seriously just making life difficult for the rest of us. (=

So why?

He must be too spoilt, only way to cure will be to give him a hard life I guess. Sigh...but I'll solve it in time to come. I am the one who solves all the problems anyway. ^^

Grr, and now I hafta go to some dumb showflat and Popular! Well the popular part isin't too bad since I need a flexy curve and lots of stationary. =D

Paitience and skill.
Minutes and hours.
Maybe even days but,
I'll say it at last.


(Thursday, April 05, 2007/10:36 PM)

Continue
Hmm okay, letsee.

Today was Lee Suan Yew SOTYA; Speaker of the Year Award. xD We had to go to the audi at 10:40 and watched some random people go up and talk, GoH Adrian Pang o.o Of all the random people to pick as guests-of-honour. =P Anyway, they were introducing the judges and it came to this Mr. Sim or something like that, was staring somewhere else while the MC said something about "science competition" and "masters in English at Stamford University" when Melweh's mouth dropped open. Lo and Behold! It was the relief teacher....xD Man, that was and will be the best English teacher we get this year...I think. Shhh! (=

So anyway, on followed all the talking, impromptu and whatnot. One of the speakers, who was some nerd from Year 6 or 5, was talking about sign language and how he only knew one which he could do with 1 finger, the "thumbs-up" sign. ><

Man, dude, stop being lame and hinting at the sign which is the middle finger and give us an oh-so-lovely surprise to spoil the mood. =P Well anyway, there's someone I know who knows how to do the sign-language-with-1-finger and I bet that's the only one he knows. =P Okay, ncc land, all together now: (fill in the blanks) N _ _ _! xD It's pretty obvious from the "Eh, Encik, can tell me [all the crap about left right centre back positioning and whatnot] how to do again?" And bam! Out it comes. =P

And so after all the speaking the Drama Club gave some lil' skit they were doing at SYF while the judges (inc. Mr. Relief Teacher) were compiling the silly results. After 3min or 5, who knows, the play ended "abruptly" as I'd like to borrow a word from the girl who was writing all that stuff during the MEP concert. =P

Really, I dunno how darn weird it is. Let me recite to you what happened:
1) People gather in a room all in some weird grey costume thingy. 2 Banners by the siges have some lame sign on it which I suppose is the political party mascot, "The Super Liney-Thingy". =D
2) Main characters start talking rubbish, the 3rd main character's mic doesn't work and so he has to say stuff loudly which is pretty pointless anyway.
3) They all get up and clap at some idiot.
4) The 3rd guy is complaining about how his hand hurts. The two other peeps beside him start shouting at him, one to give up and one not to.
5) He gives up anyway, silly lil' bugger, and then soldiers start taking him away. The 1st dude whos dressed as some old man claims he hates the dictator-whateverythingy and spits towards the invisible person, soldiers then dump the guy-w/o-mic on the floor and take the old peep away.
THE END.

Omg what kinda story is that? ><>< Bah, anyway, the Drama Club packed and left. Results were reported, contestants went up and grabbed their prizes. The judges went to grab their tokens of appreciation too, and during that time I couldn't help but note that Mr. Relief Teacher was wearing some super stylo multicoloured retro tie. o.o Okay, but he's still better than the perma Eng teacher...xD

We went back to class at 1 and had Chem for an hour. Then at 2 we got changed, Kevin came in to talk cock and sing song (which he didn't do) and then we went off to eat lunch. 10min eat lunch...plus lock the door and return the key...righttttt. (= Halfway to the store to buy my lunch Reuben tells me Physics teacher is taking Mr. See's place for CIP. Nooooooooooo>< ><

At this point in time I'd like to sincerely thank Andy for helping me to finish my lunch 10secs faster(it'd be 1sec because of the stupid ulcer) by tearing off 1/3rd of my luncheon meat and popping it down his mouth. Sigh...

So anyway, finished what was LEFT on my plate and quickly ran to return it. Stupid Andy wouldn't return it even though he took my bloody lunch-eon meat. After returning the plate, chionged back to my bag and ran for the Estate Office. I was alrd 2min late. =P

So I swallowed my 2/3rds of luncheon meat down and was dashing for the stairs when I suddenly realised...Nick Chan was following me...-.-

"Nick Chan, what the hell are you doing behind me?" I ask.

"You're going to the bus bay right?" he says.

"You goofball," I reply(gentler term used in place of something more explicit =P), "I'm going to return the dumb key. Now the bus bay is THAT *points to the bloody bus bay* way. Faster, you're late."

"Erm...you gotta be kidding me," he says,"you're trying to trick me right? The bus is supposed to come here isit?"

"OMG NO NICK CHAN!!!" I have to scream -.-, " I said the FREAKING BUS BAY IS THAT *points again* BLOODY WAY! Now GET you BLOODY SELF to the FREAKING BUS BAY and stop stoning here. I got a KEY to return!" *waves the key at Nick Chan's face*

And so the stupid bugger finally runs off towards the bus bay. I am delayed another half a minute and am the latest to get to the bus bay. But it's no bother anyway, we set off still pretty much on time. (=

30min later, the class is just slacking around a bus stop waiting for the rangers to arrive. Nick Chan is STILL convinced that there's training tomorrow from 6am to 11am. =P I dunno whether he still is now, I hafta go call him up. Sigh. =P

So anyway, the rangers arrive and we set off to the clearing where we were supposed to start clearing (erh...obviously =P) the place of weeds like Smilax and that-other-plant. Sorry, mr. plant, but during the whole thing I was too busy ravaging and executing your kind to a fate that's like death to be able to remember your name, but I do remember that it starts with an "R", is that fair enough? xD Oh, and JingSheng had trouble climbing the slope which led to the clearing. =P

Once we reached the clearing, started giving out gloves, blah blah blah. JingSheng had trouble fitting his gloves since all the gloves were too small for him. =P By the time he did fit his hand into it, we couldn't be bothered to get into whichever group we were assigned to so we just went to some random area and started plucking whatever deadly weed was in sight! =P

Apparently, a group of the same ol' for-the-kicks (it's now for-the-punch, updated by Foo) started ravaging through large parts of Smilax. We were supposed to cut the Smilax(pun intended) but they didn't seem to care anyway, so they just tore up huge amounts of the stupid thorny vine and were smiling all over anyway.

So me and JingSheng are busy ravaging through that-other-plant with Melweh spamming "Bloodlust" on everyone. More like Saplust but that's lame. (= Or Weedlust. Anyway, we cleared lots of the stupid bushy thingy that looks like a fern when I spotted a sneaky Smilax (what's this called again, erh, i know it, ALITERATION! Yes! okay, i checked wiki ><) up on a trembling tree (lol, aliteration =P).

So I proceed to pull the Smilax off the tree, and after calling for abit of help, the whole gang of for-the-kicks ppl are behind me and tugging at the bloody vine. We get scolded for pulling at the tree part by dear Kevin, so we move over to the root. We weren't prepared to give up. xD

Like 15 hard tugs later, a root the size of the Enormous Lettuce...imean RADDISH, came out with one loud crack and half of us fell to the ground, all Smilax-ing and laughing. But it didn't stop there, we proceeded with the top part of the Smilax! The stupid vine will be sorry that it ever attacked a tree now. =P

But again, we were interrupted by DEAR KEVIN who told us off for beind stupid and not just cutting the thing so it would die. We didn't care and continued to pull until the ranger stopped us and told us to go home. Pradnya cut off 1 last part of it and we all left. =P

While checking for cuts I suddenly realised there was a huge scratch or slash or whatever down my leg. Man, I couldn't even feel it. =P Musta been lucky or something that it was just a scratchy. I'll post a pic later down there but anyway.

*NOTE*: I am terribly sorry for being a lazy idiot and not bothering to take any pics during the CIP itself. I was just too busy ravaging and wrecking chaos onto these idiotic weeds that I forgot to. xD So we left the MacRitchie all high and stuff (not from the slash =P), and crossed the overhead bridge. At this point, JingSheng just HAD to comment about the 2 ppl behind us, so I took 2 pics. xD And here they are!


As you can see for your very self, the picture is naturally glared for extra special effect. For some reason the Physics teacher saw me and started running because she obviously isin't interested in getting taken with the randomguy behind her who ISIN'T a randomguy. =P Proceeded to chiong down the bridge since they both spotted me. xD


*NOTE: I shouldn't actually be doing this because it's bloody infringing on people's privacy. People who have nothing to do with this you might wanna skip this or flame me. 3.4's who want the picture just grab it at your free will. Anyway, I blame JingSheng, he's the one who started all this nonsense. (=

Anyway, I just have 1 more pic here, so if you have nothing to do with this just skip.Man, this pic is more like focused on the tree than the 2 people in the background. >.> <.< Okay, so then after what seemed like not very long, the bus came and the class proceeded to go back to school, but I was left at the bus stop since my house is closer from MacRitchie than school. (=



Erh...whoops. =P Okayokay, I'll show it. ><



Bye peeps, seeya on Monday! =P
Proceeded to take 74 and then changed to 171 and hit home.
After that it got boring so here I am, stupid Blogger's screwing me up and I'm making the same amendment 10 times over. ><



My poor thigh. =(
Well anyway, wow, this is one heck of a long post isin't it? (=
If you're reading this now, congrats! xD
Alright, I hafta go pei my bro, he's being a complete wimp tonight again. Sighs. -.-


And then I'll realise we can take it as far away as we want to


(Wednesday, April 04, 2007/6:48 PM)

Pre-Supression
Very fast, skin update.

It's pretty squashy.

And help me fill my black board please. Thankyou. (=

Ack must rush.

People need dinner. =X


And then I'll just take a look and sigh.


(Tuesday, April 03, 2007/6:56 PM)

Ack
MAINTAINENCE!!! >< ><

Hmm today...

NAPFA! -.- Sit-ups was oookaaay i guess. =P But SBJ oh no no no...

I really don't know why, but from P3 I was constantly failing or passing by 1cm. Everytime I talked to my mother (i'm no anti-parent =D) about it she'd just say:

"I used to jump the whole mat, how come you so lousy one?"

That really didn't help though...Today I jumped and i hit 186...just pass by 0.0cm, well unless that Tim Ng estimate wrongly, which might've, MIGHT've been the case. =D But still, i suck at it...=(

Then after PE, class continued as usual. For the whole time I was half in-and-out of daydreaming, well until amaths.

Shaun was sick since the start of the day. Or was it Shawn? >< I'm sure it was the first one. Anyway, he wanted to go matron, so I took him there. (=

Ended up I was sleeping till 2 myself...ops...shhh. =P Took him out and we went back to class and everything went on as normal. Had MEP then went home.


Sigh, it's getting boring. (=

But that's all for now. Bye =D


That's it.
I'm addicted.
Should I tell you?